Thursday, September 16, 2010

How much is it worth...

I find myself standing at one of life's intersections.

 









I'm lost.

Confused.

I look back with sorrow and guilt in my heart. I want to go back, but turning around is never really an option when your standing at this intersection.

I look both ways...

Do I go left?

Do I go right?

What if I stay straight and hit more construction? What if I am past all the caution signs and straight is the only place I will have the option of turning on my cruise control? There is no way to know what the traffic is like ahead. This is one terrifying intersection indeed. Terrifying because I am not the only passenger anymore and I realize the cost of my decision could be worth far more than the acquisition in the end.

I keep telling myself... to listen. Look at the signs.
But what do you do when the signs are steering you in different directions?


14 comments:

Alexis of Justices Misbehaving Pancreas said...

Whats going on Lora? (((HUGS)) If you need to talk, you know where to find me.

Heidi / D-Tales said...

Look, listen, and trust your intuition. Know that you have a lot of us out here to lean on for support! (((HUGS)))

Meri said...

Tricky one...especially because I have no idea what is going on. So I'll say, go with your gut. It won't steer you wrong. The crossroads always has a habit of presenting itself when we least want to deal with it.

I also think a little prayer for some guidance might help your heart a bit. Love ya!

Nicole said...

This might sound weird or insensitive but have a nice long, hot, steamy, relaxing, shower and things may become a little bit clearer. A little time with your thoughts to give you the time to think things threw..but always remember to follow your gut and your heart and always do what is best for you and your child and things will always work out for the better in the end!! GOOD LUCK!!

Amy said...

Praying for you dear Lora!

Reyna said...

??? I hope everything is ok dear one.

Wendy said...

Praying, my friend. Praying!!!! Keep us posted...

But I have to admit that, sometimes, this is what I feel when we check a blood sugar....

Shannon@ The New Normal Life said...

I am praying for you that you will find peace with what ever you decide to do! Hugs your way

Tammy said...

I'd say to find someone you trust to give you advice. You can always take it or leave it, but someone else might have a clearer perspective. And then do what you think is the wise thing. Hope you get clarity soon.

Laura said...

LORA! We are here for you!!

Amanda said...

Is everything OK? I agree with Meri...a prayer for guidance. Thinking of you...

connie said...

We are always here for you my friend...I hope that whatever the struggle you are facing, you find the answer and guidance that you are looking for.

Heather said...

Prayer my friend, prayer. And advice from trusted friends and family. Praying that you find the answer you are looking for. ((hugs))

demotutorial said...

Don't worry.. With prayers and faith, you will know which direction to take.

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